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Am i like that before?

Today, when i walk around the town, i saw a lot of teenagers walking around with their friends with their puppy love one and some of them just wandering around alone. Well, i consider myself a teenager. But i don't know. Is 22 years old still consider a teenager?
I see a lot of difference between them and me... but am i like that before?

There are different type of teens that i saw today. The first one that i noticed is a group of teens consist of 2 boys and 3 girls wearing a simple T-shirt, khakis, proper snickers, maybe they are chinese. Look like chinese. All of them walking around together then enter a fast food restaurant, sitting all together, eating and laughing along. Hmm, it is nice to see them. I remember the time when i was like that. Hanging around with my friends. Let me guess, this must be a group of Matriculation College students. I never step and ask them cause that is a strange thing to do. But i know, they must be Matric's Student.

Another group that i notice is a group of girls, wearing jeans, with their yellow and black stripes hair, a baby shirt, with big necklace, and big bracelet. Hmm, well, i don't like to see them. Look so nasty. haha. this group of girls walking around laughing and talking loudly. they act cool. Or they try to act cool. Then when a group of boys went passing them, they shout aloud saying some dirty word or something like that. Not nice to see. This type of girls should end their life having sex with multiple boys acquiring Sexually transmitted Infection or marry a lowest working class man and suffer their life later in the future. Poor and pity girl. If they just change their attitude, i believe that all good man in the world would like them. they look cute without their attitude.

Then i saw a group of boys walking around with baggy jeans, spiky hair, a belt reaching their knee (or this is just a rope hanging there for fashion), with white sport shoe, must be a hip hop type guys. They all walking with a strange gait. Like waddling gait. haha. Maybe they try to walk cool like a hip hop star in a hip hop video but honestly, if you walk like that in reality, it look like you are having herniated spermatic chord or you are pregnant. Haha. Not cool. And their bang their head while walking like there are music playing while there is no music playing around. When they walk passing a girl, they add more 'coolness' into their walking. Look so stupid. So for this type of teenager, i would say they would become something later. Something that i don't know but i know all they can reach is only a working class level. And some of them would end up doing nothing instead of taking drugs or become alcoholic useless type of guy.

Then i saw another group of teenager, wearing simple plain t-shirt with jeans. As they walk, they talk to each other. Then they settle down in a pearl tea cafe. Hmm, i can judge this kind of characteristic but i know they have future. with their character, they would end up being professional or at least become an DJ or something like that. haha. Normal type.

Then I saw another group of teenager, sitting on the mall corridor. Like there is no other place to sit. That place is dirty you know. Why don't you all find a bench and sit down rather than sitting on the floor. This group of teenager is like a group of girls i describe just before. No future if you keep being like this.

And in the end, i look at myself. Who am i to judge them? I never know their problems and what kind of life they have been through. Even they look useless right now, but who know later they would have their opportunity to love as a professional class people. Maybe i was like that before. Maybe people see me as a useless teenager before. But who would expect that i would have the opportunity in my life to be in my situation right now.

As i step out the mall, i hear a voice on my back. A voice of a mom saying something to her child. She said " Don't dream to have this kind of stuff now, wait until you become a doctor later." I turn back to see that women, and i saw her child, her daughter, a small girl probably around 10-12 years old girl smiling.

And i smile. Dream on. Make something come true for yourself.


  1. nice one zaki. used to dream of becoming a doctor myself. looks like dream comes true eh??


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